I went to look at a house. My friend—a realtor—loaned me the lock box
key because I assured her that even the chair wouldn’t cause problems for me to
simply look around. It was a repo home
that she was handling, and I was looking to buy a house.
I had just
started driving with my hands and felt empowered.
It was a
contact sport to get my chair out of the car. This was my first time doing it
all by myself, and I had my friend help me take the wheels off and set it in
the passenger’s seat before leaving her office.
I hadn’t considered driving a van yet because it seems very orthopedic
to me, and I was still less than an ace driver.
I parked at
the house and tried to lift the chair body over me and out of the car
door. I had to put it back down and recline
my seat all the way to have sufficient space to get it past me. I had to stop in-progress, with the chair
somewhat in my lap, and slide my seat all the way back. After setting the chair outside, I put the
wheels out there and returned my seat to the upright position. I’m pretty sure I “narrated” it that way.
I put one
wheel on the chair, but when I lifted the other side to put on the other wheel,
it kept swiveling, which made it difficult to line up the wheel and put it in
place.
After
finally getting the chair together, I realized that the car seat was quite a
bit lower than the chair seat. It took
several tries to figure out a position, get the wheels locked (a waste of time
because wheel-locks don’t), and lift myself into the wheelchair. Once in the chair, I went into the
house. I felt empowered.
I looked
around, but my undoing was when I checked out the garage. The lights weren’t on, but minimum light from
the kitchen door letting in daylight from the windows was enough to see an
empty garage.
As I rolled in, my front wheels
dropped down the one step that was hidden by shadow. After doing a belly-flop on the garage floor,
I discussed the situation with myself.
“That didn’t feel good at all, but
I don’t think anything is broken.
Actually, I can’t feel my legs, so I probably wouldn’t know. What I do
know is I’m laying on a garage floor of a former crack house, in
semi-darkness. Only God knows what
vermin are lurking about, and I’m feeling just more than a bit vulnerable.”
Some would tell me something is
very wrong that I often make a running commentary when no one is there, but I
just figure it’s the product of having spent a lot of alone time.
I tried to sit up without the
benefit of working legs, and finally found out that I could fold my legs in
front of me and leaning forward to do so.
My chair had rolled across the garage after depositing me, so I did some
complicated floor gymnastics to get over to the errant chair. I decided that the step (the evil step that
hid in the shadow) offered me the best chance of putting me high enough to
transfer into the chair, and I repeated my choreography—now with chair in
tow—back to the step. The only way I
could move the chair while using my hands to move myself was to hook my keys on
the footrest of the chair and grip the end of the lanyard in my teeth.
After I finished my exodus to the
step, I reached to grab a stationary piece of machinery for the purpose of
pulling myself up onto the step. A firm
grip on said machinery gave me the instant impression that the hot water heater
it turned out to be was on.
Expletives.
Several tries to re-chair myself
resulted in absolute failure. I
proceeded to do what I should have done to begin with: I pulled out my cell phone. I did not feel empowered.
“Hi, Penny.
Oh, the house is okay. It’s not in the best shape, but I see
possibilities.
Yeah. I did run into a little
problem though.
No.
No. The front door can be
replaced, but at the moment it seems I find myself on the garage floor with
third-degree burns on my right arm.
No.
No panic. The problem was of my
own making, but I might need a bit of help here.”
I recited the Preamble to the
Constitution. I sang through Bohemian
Rhapsody. I ran through the Vaudeville
memory quiz of one hen, two ducks, three squawking geese, etc. I sang all twelve days of Christmas, and
starting with 99, got to negative 157 bottles of beer on the wall before Penny
and her policeman brother-in-law arrived.
The sun had gone down and the house’s open plywood door, plus the fact that
not every local junkie knew this supply had been closed had me slightly
worried. (Did I mention the total darkness?)
I was annoyed—with myself—when they
got there and helped me, but I was warm and winning and finally drove away
thankful that it was too dark to see my red face or my bruised pride.
When I got there, I was actually
glad no one was at home because I needed private down time. It was still a clown act to reassemble my
chair, but I closed the front door of my house with a sigh of relief. I rolled into my bedroom, and in one motion,
threw stuff from my lap to the bed and switched on the light. It immediately burned out.